I’m in a state where being skeptical is forever a necessity. Don’t try to test my patience because you never know what I’m capable of. I’m not giving you the free ticket to ride down on my emotions certain for you don’t want to be messing up with me. What I say is what I get. If you can’t be satisfied with the thought of having a monolithic phase then at least try to be convenient with what you think is logical in this type of scenario. Don’t make it a habit of having a positive stereotype and then forget the importance of man to man conversation. Please do take an initiative and ponder on. Good night!
Yes, I must confess to the mediocrity that I keep on mounting all the way through. Everything falls so hard because of my inability to clobber all these vices that hinder me from achieving my goals, and even with the ultimate one. But I must also recoil that things may not be on my side all the time, and life goes on no matter what. Even if how much I endeavor to secure plenary control over the flosses that make me happy, I still end up taking loose of them. Maybe that’s really the way life goes. It’s its unique ingress of sneaking up on me. Oh well, I need to have a firm grasp with what I truly believe I can accomplish at the end of the day. It’s my only chance of driving away the hold backs that I often acquire everytime I find myself stuck in the midst of deliberate need of help. Hopefully when tomorrow comes, I’ll see myself back on track. God willing!
Unfortunately, we have selfish classmates to consider. Thanks for the hypocrisy and constant denials. I am really puzzled why you guys continue to love competition in this current stage that we are in. Instead of being united to stand through all of these difficulties, there you are acting like you don’t really care about other people’s sake. Eat your love to excel bitches!
Vernal, I don’t know if it’s the right time but I think prolonging things like this won’t help me. I’ve decided to tell you this early or late maybe.. Bahalag wala ko kabalo how this will affect our friendship. My admiration for you has gone beyond my wits already. Call it insanity. Bisag ako natingala nga murag this past few months, dili ko mapalagay na dili taka katext. It seems like some part of me became so much attached sa imo. Maybe it happened gradually and now I’m hooked, preoccupied, and there’s no way I couldn’t give a hoot.. It really gave me a one of a kind enthusiasm. Pero bitaw I hope things won’t change. But if it will, well that’s life. You don’t have to reply. (Mao ng possessive kay ko sa imo. Hahahaa!) God bless! Vvo, I love you!
Oh well, thank you!
What happened in Cebu stays in Cebu :D Looking forward for the next escapade ;)
I moved about in a spaced-out reality, vacillating among various lurid fantasies and instants when she was present in which I simply helplessly gawked.
I know for a fact that my level of discernment will interminably be discrepant with that of yours, but that does not signify that you have the better merit to laugh upon the lapses that I commit with a sense of pleasure because as far as reality is concern, you’re still a newbie when it comes to life experience. You don’t have enough credits to consider yourself better off with others.
It’s hard to note that despite everything that I’ve been through, I still end up watching myself stuck in a realm of uncertainty. I’m overshadowed with the knack to cope with the sophistication there is in life. My ability to mulct plenary potential is hindered by mediocrity and continuous love to procrastinate. When will I be able to have a hunch on the will to render useful the overflowing resources and gear up to realize the substance of my residency in this transgressing battlefield and eventually own it? When will I be back on track? Sigh.
Nonetheless, your outside appearance will not under any condition change. That brimming lips and whimsical guise will incessantly remain as is. There’s no leverage to the malady which you’ve always been schlepping. Lucky for you to have an asset that is quite unattainable by most. And for the record, your innate being makes the lives of other people more erratic than they have become. You should be aware of that.
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